Tuesday, January 27, 2009
My Dearest Tim, Words can never express my feelings at this time.Many will never know what a beautiful thing they have missed out on in not getting to know you. You always had a self deprecating smile when I would tell you how beautiful you are. You just didn't know.I hated the pain that some would always inflict on you. But, always know that you are loved more than I could ever say. Time doesnt necessarily heal all pain, does it My Tim? Now, I will carry it for you. We are supposed to bear the burdens of one another. I will bear it. You will always be remembered in this household as the most giving, compassionate, forgiving, understanding, humble and beautiful man. You are my "Creb". So sad that so many forfeited their priviledge of loving you.I will never forget the day you, Rachel, and Josh were at my house and were outside playing with Hunter. He loved for you to pick him up and spin him till he nearly vomited. I guess it's a boy thing....I told you "Dont let my baby get hurt, Tim". And the look you gave me said it all. I knew then and there you would have died before allowing anything to harm that baby. There is so much to say. I think I'll write a book, haha. What a story....you have no idea how you affected people around you for the GOOD. I love you so much.....Forever Your Lava.....Tralala
